(给海地的朋友一份爱心...关心...)
又一个让我震惊的新闻,
海地发生大地震,
目前已过救灾黄金72小时,
灾难已去了4天...搜获尸体15000具...
目前救灾人员还在抢救...一丝丝的生命...
我不是很容易掉眼泪的人,除了面对感情的脆弱...
最令我无法忍受的是人类的懦弱和无助...

四川大地震,死亡人数不计其数...
astro每天都在报导着救灾的新闻....
看着救灾人员即使受伤的依然不放弃的抢救,
满手鲜血也要救出奄奄一息的受困灾民...
看着人们对失去家人和家园痛哭的无助...
我当时是坐在电视前和他们一起放声大哭...
因为除了陪他们一起哭,我不知道自己还能做什么...
我难过,我无法为受困的灾民搬开挡住他们大石...
我无法帮助他们看到第二天的太阳...
我庆幸,我活在一个没有天灾的国家,
在这个政府糟糕的国度,远远比天灾的无情好...
四川时候我准准在电视前哭了一星期...
我把眼泪献给了那些为救人而牺牲生命的救灾人员...
献给了那些痛失最亲爱的人的灾民...
我感受到你们的痛...

现在海地因为治安糟糕,救灾行动并没有四川那时的顺利...
看着他们为了抢粮而互相打斗的情况,
我心里一阵酸...
终于美国决定派军队维持治安...
在救灾人员还在努力寻找顽强的生命时...
远在大马的我们,一起为他们祷告....
献上关心吧 ^^

(我现在的生活...^^)
是真的好久没写部落格了,
拖了好久,
一直懒洋洋的要写不写...
最后还是太得空上来会会大家了 ^o^


在第一大酒店的商场里合照....
左起choon keat,宗量,shirnie,kathrine,joevy,cyndy,HAN EUU JIN!!!!
为何把我们的HAN大哥放感叹号?
因为这一次的旅程,
我真心真心希望我和他的友谊能够长久,
爱上你了brother!!!! ^^



在"情侣花园"的合照
左起cyndy.joevy,choon keat,kathrine,shirnie



发生了些不愉快的事情,
但有些事,越是执着,越是难过,
与其苦苦挣扎,
倒不如让一切停留在这高山,
停留在回忆....







下山的路途上我并不是很愉快,
刚好uncle的CD播的是我的K歌...(都是老歌,后座小妹妹全听不懂)
我们4个男人老狗自HIGH的唱起来,
开始真的很HIGH,
但最后我们后座可怜的小妹妹全睡了,
结果我作为娱乐百分百马来西亚外景拍摄部队的队员当然不放过这一幕,(自恋)
这已经是最好看的一张的,
其他不方便透漏,要不然我会被她们k惨...
尤其kathrine - -
怕怕 ^^


-----PART 2 CHRISTMAS-----

话说云顶下来我整个人超颓废,
性格也变得很不屑,简单说我很屌...
圣诞要到了,或说某某天和朋友去the curve 找工我拍下了这张照片,
是The Curve 的 Christmas Decoration....



-----PART 3 颓废-----

话说颓废一直持续,
我那对一切事情不屑的态度让我爸妈很不满,
而我,就抱着那种"不爽吊我啦"的态度回应着....
我每早都在被窝里赖着不走,
到了晚上8-9点就去学校外面的CC和朋友打机吹水过日子...

到了圣诞夜(平安夜???o.O)
我跟妈要了车匙出门,
我去bidara载了啊胜之后就下metro prima meet智浩他们,
原来在sushi station - -
一起吃自助火锅,
过程废废的,哈哈




左起智浩,奕文,啊boy....
和他们一起吃火锅真的很屌,
每次"火车"载出来的sushi都被我们抢光了 = =
最后大家饱到不成人形才甘愿走...
不便宜,22块垒!!!!
我们之后驾车去jusco,3辆车最烂是我,
没想到最不安全驾驶是我(最快)
哈哈哈哈,可惜戏票的卖完了,
我们只好死回CC外的麻麻当喝茶(12点晚上了)
之后不知谁的主意要去metro prima找家俊喝茶...
结果一伙又驾车回到metro prima...



火大的说,
家俊一早打电话说他已经在kfc哪里等我们,
结果我们到了哪里还等他30分钟!!! - -
大家不耐烦的在车外等 = o =
最后他来了,建议到gasoline,
没想到人家已经last call????? o.O(2点半了大哥)
只好去吹吹水哪里吹水,
叫了3桶还是4桶kampai(6.6 alcohol 的酒,carlsberg 只有4.4)
大家痛饮一番,我也很爽的直接灌一支,
想把所有怨气都吐出来,没想到没醉 - -
阿杰和奕文就直接醉了(大家都只是一支)
过后好笑的是他们两个在外面吸烟我也跟去(我没吸!!!)
然后一个鸡跑来搭话,
我已经不要讲话了,
哪里懂喝醉的奕文和那母鸡谈起天来 - -!!



KAMPAI!!!!后面是奕文 ^^



-----PART 4 2010-----

2010我有3边可以去,
1,和智浩他们下金河
2,和妹妹她们去the curve,
3,去教会....
结果我和老娘吵架,她不出粮给我,
只好选择第3...
话说还不错,只不过我觉得他们信神太过火了,
那不是我要的方式...
怎样都好,和这些耶稣的孩子度过了难忘的一晚,
他们坦诚相对的态度我很喜欢...



教会里我照的,大家刚跳完舞(有clubbing的感觉 = =)


-----PART 6 经济封锁-----


我不屑的态度还是没有改变,
晚上打机打到天亮睡觉,
这样的日子让爸爸受不了,
最终来一招终极惩罚....封锁....
我没的驾车,没了零用钱,电脑不能开...
接近疯狂的我,打从心里对他们产生极大的怨恨...
终有一天,你们会懂,我现在的感受...吊!


-----PART 7 回归正常-----


终于受不了,最近我生活终于改变,
每天6-8点睡觉...
早上4点起床....
然后每天都去跑步健身....
终于有点回归正常的感觉了....
我喜欢看日出,
希望有一天能和自己喜欢的人看日出日落....^^



还没天亮的公园...



日出!!!!!!

(3 am in the morning....)
once again...
a sleepless night...
i having the same problem these few night...
well...sleepless is nothing for me...
but EXAM is getting nearly...
13 days more?
there's a few reason why i cant sleep at night...
many things and question appear in my mind...
9-days exam...
these 9 days will determine my future...
everything~
but why i am also asking the same question as my dad asked me?
"hey man can you pass your exam?"
and how can my answer will be " DONT KNOW? "

okays back to the topic...
the reason why i could'nt sleep?
i feels like i not so depend on her recently...
i not trying to say i am not loving her anymore...
i will never say this but i think something wrong is happening between us...
i am not emotional like before...
maybe jealous maybe what...
i dont know...

just end a call 2 hours ago...
i trying to catch up a feeling but i cant...
why i feeling like you are so so cool...
not the one i met 3 years ago...
i dont want you to be a stranger in my life...
please...

A GOOD NEWS~
jin keat and dianne finally been together...
i dont know whether this love will last longer...
but really...a great congratulation to them...
eventhough i seem more lonely now~

just finish a drama...name "春去春又回"
a touching part appear before the end of the story...
a separated couple...met once again...
the man begging the woman to back to him...
but the girl...smiling,with tears on her face...
answer the man
"many things happen between us,
not everything can back to previous time..."
same as the woman...the man....
with tears on his eyes...smiling and answer...
"i get it...but before you leave...can you promise me?
dont forget all the time we been together...
dont forget me?"
the girls dint answer...turning back and leave...
after sometime...(the story suddenly jump to this part...)
the man change to be a teacher...from a top shanghai gangster...
he fixing a watch...
a watch which broke by the girl when they break up...
a watch which is a evidence of their love...
and he found a paper...
she put it inside...
"生生世世 永不分离"
"dik dik dak dak"
the watch work again...
he took the paper...and the watch...
run to the woman...
he gave the watch to the woman...
once again she cry...
"thing really can get back to previous?
we do really have second chance?"
the man hug her...
"yes...if we belive"

lala...end...
and now is 3.35 in the morning...
really sleepless but i have to offline...
bye ^^

(File Closed (8th October 2009))
Hey guys...
this will be my 1st english update...
and maybe...the last update of my blog...
In the last thursday...
something bad had happen on me...
the one that I always belive...
she lies on me...
huh...truth reveal when someone ask me a question...
the question seem so straight foward and hurting...
"hey...why are you coming to school?"
huh?whats?i still confusing that why she suddenly ask kinda stupid question...
but the truth revealing slowly...question by question...one after another...
i got everything confuse...i found out that i being lies...
i cant bear anymore so that i leave the school after add-maths paper 1...
after back to my home...i still thinking of what she said...
from the deep in my heart i keep questioning myself...
"hey idiot!do you really think you are really know everythings about her?"
I dont know...but I THOUGHT i really knows!
but now...after the truth reveal...I back to my sucking life...
back into the world of dota and keep scolding people with bad words...
to release the anger in my heart...
In this few days...i never try to find her...
I never mean to blame her but from the deep in my heart...
I been HURTS...
after this...i dont know whether i should continue to shares everythings at here...
but i thinks...after that days...i wont share my secret with you guys anymore...
maybe i will only tell her...
or maybe i will not tell anyone...
and "digest" the sorrow in my heart...
by myself ^^

File Closed (8th October 2009)

(眼淚就是如此難以控制T_T)
昨天和同學們一起到zuridah和rushdun家作客...
吃了蠻不錯的一頓馬來餐~ xD
吃了以后我和班上那幾個華人就一起到jusco看tsunami咯...
補習朋友和我說過他看兩次都哭...
我知道我不是一個容易哭得人...
還是心理準備好才進場咯...
tsunami前場還是介紹人物和一些比較不重要的故事...
當tsunami來到只不過是一段很短的時間...
但只是幾個片段...生死離別的片段...我還是忍不住哭了...
我知道凱瑜,慧靖有哭...廣耀和榮峰也一樣...
人就是這樣...受不了生死離別...
尤其榮峰剛在感情上出了問題...還要看這種戲實在殘忍...
但我也不認為他有什么好難過...至少對我來說...
這不算愛情...不要跟我放屁...
也請某某人不要把分手唱得那么高調...
讓我很反感...很惡心你懂嗎?

(祝福 ^^)

(距離...)

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我還在等待...你的愛～
=)